"We’ll start here: a semi-colon is a place in a sentence where the author has the decision to stop with a period, but chooses not to. A semi-colon is a reminder to pause and then keep going."
I've struggled with depression on several occasions throughout my life. My counselor says I have reoccurring depression. I have been receiving out-patient services for 6 months and taking an antidepressant. Both have helped tremendously. When I heard about The Semicolon Project, I could not help being moved and making a connection with the movement. Now I want a tattoo.
Henna design that she simplified for the comma
So I am going to form a semicolon using a mandala and some henna designs using brown ink as a permanent henna. I'm wanting it on my hand. I think it will be a design I love and a constant reminder of where I was and what a wonderful place I am in now.
I made an appointment on Tuesday, July 21 from 2:00-3:00pm at Yes, It Hurts...Tattoos with artist, Angie Smith. The appointment before me ran over. The 18-year old girl had been crying. I thought, "What have I gotten myself into? I should have brought Joe with me." I have a high tolerance for pain. I've had several piercings and labored a baby naturally. I wasn't sure what to expect, but I knew I could handle it, even if for a short time. Angie was very kind and gentle. The tattoo look less than 30 minutes once she started. It was all line work. We talked about the water birth I had at home, which is one of my favorite topics.
Angie's drawing
Template and placement on my hand
All bandaged up afterwards
The tattoo the day afterwards. Can't see the design clearly here.
Loved the experience of getting my first tattoo and I love the symbolism behind it. Already have plans for another one. R
My frustration with watching the kids at home 12+ hours a day and being unemployed since June had taken a toll on me. The kids were going to school part and full-time over the summer and up until October 31. For the last month and a half, I had both kids home all day. My temper, patience, and boredom were reaching an all time high. Having a second was like having 10 to us. When people talk about wanting kids or a second, inside I yell, "Don't do it!" I know it is just a matter of perspective and capability. For Joe and I, we struggle regularly to survive and work cohesively. Everyday is a battle. What to eat, which bathroom to potty in, stool or no stool, lights and fan, door open or closed, what shirt/pants/socks/shoes, what cup to drink out of, brush teeth or not, which paste/brush to use, what snacks/lunch/dinner to eat, which car seat to sit in, water or milk to drink, which movie to watch, bath or not, bubbles or not, which toys to play/share, which route to...
because it doesn't have to be. Women choose not to prepare themselves for childbirth and think that they will just "wing" it or let medicine do the job. They end up having a miserable birthing experience (and probably a c-section) and just assume all women will. I don't want to hear that it was the worse pain in the world or hear your negative stories. Your experience was painful because you feared the pain. I choose to relax, be in control, and welcome the pain knowing that it is productive in order to meet my baby. Media video about hypnobirthing on YouTube When I watched 'The Business of Being Born', which is available on Watch Instantly on Netflix, it helped my husband and I understand the role of hospitals, doctors, and medication in childbirth. We found that the medications given in the hospital end up making you have a c-section whether you wanted one of not. Your given one thing to help you dilate and then once you start speeding up, they give you...
Today would be me and Joseph’s 11th anniversary. However, after a 1-year separation, as required in S.C., we divorced February 6, 2020. I left the marriage and refused to reconcile so we agreed on a divorce. We had a short 5-minute hearing at the family courthouse with a witness to verify that we haven’t lived under the same roof for a year and it was done. We have a custody agreement that we wrote ourselves and mutually agree upon. No child support, no alimony. We’ve had 50/50 custody of the children throughout the whole process. We adjust days and times and we need and are flexible with the schedule. Joseph and I have a civil and amicable relationship. We took my name off the mortgage and he bought me out of my portion so my debt could be freed up for something else one day. So that was our last ”tie” connecting us besides the children. We answer the kids questions as honestly as we can, address behaviors and fears, and have adjusted the family dynamics. This is new to all ...
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